Pigpen

"Surely your goodness and love will follow me
all the days of my life,
and I will dwell in the house of the LORD
forever." Psalm 23: 6

You all remember Pigpen from the Charlie Brown (Peanuts) comics, right? He was the little boy who didn't enjoy the finer points of personal hygiene and bathing (as little boys are want to do). As a result, he walked around with a little dirt cloud surrounding and following him everywhere he went. Thus the name Pigpen.

We may be made of cleaner countenance than Pigpen (well most of us) when it comes to our bathing habits. And, we may not have a cloud of dirt following us around, but...

Sometimes I wonder if we are not too different than Pigpen. The only difference being the type of cloud that follows us around. Our dust cloud is not dirt, but all of the junk from our past that we often cling onto, often for the express purpose of beating ourselves up. Our past mistakes follow us around - an ever present reminder of our brokenness and our fallibility. Even the knowledge that Jesus has forgiven us, isn't enough for us to forgive ourselves. Our dirt follows us for the rest of our lives.

Only, it doesn't have to...

What if we could leave our junk from the past, in the past? What if we could lose the guilt, and free ourselves from stench of our mistakes from an earlier life? What if instead of having our cloud of sin and guilt follow us for the rest of our life - goodness and love followed us all the days of our life?

A thorough scrubbing from Jesus' forgiveness is really all we need. Once He forgives our past - the slate is wiped clean (and so are we). He doesn't see a sin cloud surrounding us when He gazes upon us, but a cloud of righteousness. And if Christ, who is holy and without sin, saw fit to forgive and clean away our junk...who are we not to forgive ourselves - and simply let go.

Far better to be one who walks through this life followed by a cloud of goodness and love - in fact, that might be exactly the kind of cloud that attracts the attention of others, and leads them to join you as a tenant in the house of the Lord forever.

Be God's, Scott